I sit here and I listen to myself make excuses about WHY I can’t do what I actually want to do that would make me incredibly happy… and the reasons are lame. So ridiculously lame that I want to puke. We all do it. “My job. My money. My boyfriend. My girlfriend. I’m waiting on this to lock down and THEN I can…”
Sometimes, you gotta take a huge gamble and let go of “waiting”. You gotta TAKE CHARGE of your life, make decisions that are going to leave you extremely vulnerable, and leave the door wide open for Opportunity. And this time, I’m not talking about Opportunities for YOU to jump on. I’m talking about the Opportunity the world can take on YOU.
I’ve realized there’s no such thing as “just doing enough” with me. I thought that’s what I wanted, but let’s be honest here, I can’t do it if it’s not inspiring, progressive, challenging and if it won’t push me to my limits. That’s lame, lame, lame and the easy way out. It actually, harbors negative energy in me that I don’t want. I CAN’T afford to have.
I’m sorry, I’m drastic and I’m epic. I do it for the thrill, I do it because I HAVE to, and I do it because you need to know it’s possible for you too. TAKE. CHARGE. This is your life, and YOU need to work it. Nobody and nothing else.
I pray I live the rest of my life this way, making spontaneous crazy decisions ceasing every moment. World, take a chance on ME.
I’ve spoken my piece.